dOC juSt cAMe to mE...

WhEn tHis bEgaN aGAin..
i haD notHing to sAy..
[coZ aKu xphM apE diA cKp~!]
hEhE..
aNd i'd gEt loSt iN tHe nOthiNgnEsS inSide Of me
i wAs coNfused whY its cOme aGain..aMpeSs~
aNd I'd let it aLL oUt tO fiNd 'it'
tHat im nOt tHe oNly pErsOn stAy in tHE stupiD rooM with thEse tHinGs iN miNd
inSide of me
wHen aLL mY orGAn 'vAcANcy' sO tHe nO woRds revEAleD
myBE itS tHe oNly rEal tHinG tHat i've gOt lEft tO fEel it!~
noThing to loOsE..nO moRe!!!
jUst cRy...sO scAred..hollOW anD aLOne hEre..
aNd mYbe cOZ the fAult tHAt mY oWn aNd tHe fAult iS mY oWn
~suBAhanallah..aPe2 la..

i juSt waNna hEal..!
i jUst wanNa fEel..!
WHat i tHought wAs nEver reAL
i waNt tO lEt gO oF tHe pAin tHAt i fElt sO loNg..
yoU knOw..' prharp 3-4 yeArs'
wAnnA eRase all the pAin tiLL itS gOne
dAMn!~whreVEr la..im tireD..
i wAnt tO fiNd soMetHing I've wantEd aLL aloNg
SoMewheRe i beloNg noW..

aNd I've goT nOthinG tO saY..but..
'umi..nak bAlIk umAh..isk..'
i cAnt beliEve i diDnt fall right dOwn oN mY faCe..
teruk2..aPe la aku nie..
loOkinG eVerwHere oNly tO fiNd '*****'..
'wHEre aRE u now!! miSs u..isk..'
buT tHe wAy i hAd iMagineD 'hEr' iN mY minD..isk..
'weSs...i.T.A.L.Y'~haha

i wiLL nEver kNow mYsElf untiL i do this on my own
aNd i wiLL nEver fEel aNything elSe
uNtil my wOunds aRe hEaled
i wiLL nEver be anything
tiLL i brEak away from me
i'll find mySelf toDay
insyAllah..
'coz..Allah with me..'