ill save anD neVEr to chAnge my money mum..isk..im seEing tuNnel viSion in a woRld thaTs dArk aNd coLd..
i caNnot beLieve hOw muCh i've chAnged siNce the dAys of oLd..
i kNow..itS teMpoRary but i nEed to focUs stRaight to my spm....
i caNnot beliEve i lost coNtrol of my faTe..
i loSt sUpporT froM the pEople i tRuly cAre abOut mE..
i nEed suppoRt behiNd my baCk to heLp me sPit 'it' oUt..
im Sorry mum..isk..
i am goNna 'forget it'..but..
i caNt aFFord to bLow tHis oNe..
i hAte mysElf somEtimes..
but..I love mysElf..
i neEd this wAy of life becAuse 'it' hOlds me...
I've mAde it thRough thOse lies aNd decEit..
i tHink whaTs doNe is donE aNd
i caNt coMplain anyMore..
so..doNt to buy 'it' anymOre..
[after spm can mummy..?? isk...]
i am sUre now tHat i've fouNd myself aGain 'it' fEels greAt...
im sOrry mum..
i luv u..isk..
i luv camera toO..
anD i wAnt thE nEw one..
i wAnt it! ~i wAnt it! ~i wAnt it! ~i wAnt it! ~i wAnt it! ~
~biLA otakku brcelaru..
biarkan ku smntra soranG2..
xtAw nk buAt pe..!
isk..streeSs..
hurm,,dahsyat2,,like a child,,
hahahaha~
nvm,,,
k arh nitez,,
moga dpt tido dgn lena,,salam
erm~
seems like~
hmmmmm~
bkpo bena...
aiisssyy~
xpehe bena~
tp za pehe bena~
tp xpehe bena~
hau~
naty cito prabih deyh~
isk...~thank..