fEels liKe my lifE's beEn paSsing By
wiTh haPpinesS juSt bEin' a liE..
h0w did i gEt hEre..?
whEre aM i gOing..?
oNe mOre dAy withOut knoWing
i stRuggLing for oNe moRe brEath..
anD aS im droWning in a paiNful dEath
cAn soMeone rEach out fOr mE..??
cAn or not..~!!!!!
isk..im tiRed...

coz it sEems liKe no oNe cAn
hEar the vOice tHats caLLing..
tRy to take tHe moSt i cAn stANd..
buT...
i keEp faLLing...

i tRy to cHase thE mEmoRies aWay fRom mE..
bUt thEy haunt mE evEryday..

sHit..~!!
dAmn..~!!

i hOpe i gEt ovEr thiS phAse..
coZ im really tireD..
coz im reALLy stUck inSide tHis hAze
anD oF coz its not coZ poluTion or what ye aDek2..
nApa k..~! isk..

aLL i neEd iS a siMple lifE..
liKe anotheR perSon..
sUch a swEet aNd preCious giFt
sO..i doNt loSe it aLL bEfoRe..
wHat i hAve lEft is notHing mOre...
i hAte it..isk~

iN my iSolating miSery
i fEel liKe tHe ePitOme
of daRknesS and dEspAir.~!

jUSt leaDing onto nOwhEre..
but..wiLL i be aBle to wiN tHis raCe..??
im runNin' at a sLow pace..
aND i tRying hArd to preSs on
bUt the mOtivatiOn's goNe..
coUlD u giVE mE mOtivAtioN..??
hAk~no lAh..i cAn hAndle it mYsElf...
[cAn ah..??..isk..]

it mAy nOt hAve to bE tHis wAy
wAiting... fOr mE thEy coUld bE a nEw dAy..
mAybe i cAn rEvise
aNd esCape fRom tHe liEs

buT...i knOw..
tHere coUld be somEthing mOre..
tO whAt my liFe mAy haVe in stOre
i'll moVe frOm whEre i bEgan..
kEep oN preSsing throUgh to tHe eNd....
aND laSt..thX foR reAd my blOG...
mekaCih..toCE..ariGAto..
i think..tiDo is gooD for hEalth now..
sHoulD i tiDO now..??
mybE..